I guess you could blame the lateness of this blog to senioritis, I would like to anyway. Good time to talk about the future because no matter how much I delay projects and homework, it's comeing full-throtle. And I am freaked out!
I know that I need to grow up, but now that the day is coming I want to regress even more. I have always been more grown up for my age, but now I just want to be a kid again. In a month I will be graduated and forced into adulthood, but I will be kicking and screaming the whole time.
I was trying to go to sleep the other night thinking it was the end of an era. That I will never again be so comfy in my bed in my house again. Sure, I will still have the same bed, but I will be living somewhere different without the security of home. And let me tell you, I HATE change, usually.
Basically, I know that I just need to relax and try to get things done, but that just seems like such an impossible task at this time. Right now I almost wish I could be back in kindergarten coloring, but then I think about all of the crap I had to do to being a senior. All in all I will take that diploma and run, but I'm going to grow up on my own time.
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Embrace it. Change can be frightening and intense, but often leads us to some of the greatest experiences we'll ever have. Jump in.
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