Someday Never Comes

School’s out! Has been for awhile, just hasn’t really sunken in. Next day after graduation I started a full time job and have no other plans for the future. No college. I’m ashamed every day to think about it. I thought I had it all figured out, but I’m finding out I’m more confused than ever.

I don’t know what I want to do with my life. And I fear that just with everything else, once I get it, I won’t want it. I just want to succeed at something, but the sad thing is I don’t have the talent or the drive.

I’m doing great at my new job. I’m getting better marks than people who have been there for years. But that’s just the problem. I’m doing so well, I’ve made it. Where’s the struggle? I want something fresh and exciting!

I have limited options. I’m not creative or talented enough for any interesting job and I’m too chicken to not have a steady paycheck.

I would love to be a teacher. But considering most all, no pretty much all, of my high school teachers hated me, I don’t think I would fit in that atmosphere.

A cop would be nice, but my family would disown me. On second thought, that might be the best thing that ever happened to me.

I’m in a hurry, but I don’t have anywhere to go. Some would say there’s no where to go but up. That would be nice except I know how to mess things up in a hurry.

I guess I’m just trying to chase that next high. Life high that is, when something is new and exciting. But thanks to Creedence, I know that “someday” never comes.